confuseghurl

today is new year's eve.

there's a lot of things going on my mind, from household chores, life decisions upto disposal of old clothes and recycable materials.

i'm trying to juggle everything in my thoughts thinking i can solve them.

i am an O.C. in my on way. i want to fix and arrange things right then and there.... in my own time. not considering there are things that can't be done. not today. not now.


as i clean up things, i came across my little notes...   i have a habit of trying to write down my thoughts. whether it's my to-do list or just random things. i make it a point to jot them down to avoid overload. and it's funny and ridiculous if you get to read everything ( i even include in my list "kill all the rats in the house") hahahha.... there are redundant items listed. mostly what i want and need. and in light of the new year, there are those that can be considered as "resolutions"..

1. tithe every sunday
2. get to travel
3. clean the house
4. arrange our pictures
5. read the bible
6. learn a new language
7. create a scrapbook
8. read a new book and finish it
9. less worrying, ranting and whining
10. get mad less
11. be more positive in life
12. attend a dance class
13. get fit
14. be better
15. praise God always
16. save money
17. play chess again
18. learn how to cook
19. take up Master studies
20. be more responsible
21. be more sensitive
22. be more thankful
23. help at least one life

i guess some are in progress while for others , i havent even started. i plan to do so and i hope and pray for strength to press on...